Ermm just came back after school...actually not, when city vibe wiv janna :} then come home ermm...so we when there , n bought bubble tea :) i bought oreo chocolate she bought oreo milo...so we were holding on our bubble tea while walking round the mall:) then we saw grace n 2 other friends:) so we talk n gossip bout nowell , then leave each other lol...janna was just there listening listening :)later i bought new nail polish!!!:) so there n just now i was desperately searching for my hist. textbook, cause i can't find it ...-.- so i went crazy , turning n flipping the books on my table -.- when mad n let me show u half of my table...damn..kenna scolded -.- ermm ... i guess i gtg now t'day...not much to say...oh yeah! yest. is mother's day rite? ermm...i guess we hav a commotion in my familly-.- (bad one)a quarrel going on ...my brother make me fall...wiv a chair ...so he ran into the room, n try to slam the door , hoping i won't catch him. but as he slam the door,he accidentally slam the door @ his middle finger causing it to bleed badly , a few seconds later, it bacame swollen n turn black -.- so i was @ the wrong place wrong time , wiv the wrong facial expression,my bro was crying loudly, i was there stunned looking , my parents came , without any asking of what happen bla bla they when to check on my bro, n my father after looking started shouting @ me , n took a belt n hit me , it was the 2nd timein my whole f******** (i promise not to speak vulgar)life tat he actually swing his f******** belt @ ME! man he suck i dun noe y ...somehow i felt a upsurge of feeling i dun noe y...n in my whole 12 years of life, I shouted backi can't believe i actually shout bak , i start sayin vulgarities ,revealed out those 12 years how did he treated me how i feel ,how i am piss off , how i hated him , how i hated the whole familly, how sad m i to be born in this world , how i dun noe, n how they actually treated me lyk a i dun noe , lbookworm? by locking me up in the room, n forcing me to study for them , cook n so on, n even sometimes not havin food to eat for the entire, 3 days , even not giving me allowance , washing their stupid smelly clothes (luckilly not undergarments) how unfair life is to me , when everything is the bro correct i wrong , n i told him tat i would tell the whole wide world who is he, acting nice in front of other people, talking bad bout me to people IN MY FACE so he was stunned @ last , everyone look @ me lyk i m from mental hospital , then they say , if u could show us just tis nite tat u could leave outside without a phone or anything ...without money , without dinner , sleep on garden bench something lyk tat ,...i never listen la , dash out of my stupid hse tat i long to leave ,n started running , i run without regret , without any feelings , i no wat the heck i did was wrong but dun care i continued running , i ran till the bus-stop, n i thought to myself i would nvr sleep on the garden bench or anyhing ,i continued running pass the bridge so on , n i dun noe where to go , later i thought of grandmama, n i run from my hse bt timah , all the way to bt panjang , i dun noe how much i run , i just noe that the moment i reach my grandma's hse , i would stop, so i reachthere in the end , people were watching me lyk retard running on the streets in the middle of the night doin nothing , but i heck care lah! ran to my granny's hse , n i slept there (i reach there 2+) next i woke up at around 4 , ran bak to my hse , get shirt everything , change n set off to 7-11 bought sth for breakfast start talking to the person there then leave @ 6:30 damn tired , i slept another 30min in lit. OK I NOE TAT ME LEAVING THE HSE IS NOT THE SMART THING TO DO BUTI M SERIOUS OK !@ I HATE IT , I LOV MY MOM ,BUT WILL NVR SAY I LOV MY DAD , ALTHOUGH MY MOM TREATS ME BADLY , SHE NVR DO MORE VIOLENT THINGS THEN MY DAD ,! so ow i m at hme wiv their mouth shut looking @ me , letting me do watever i want ...hmm , tat will teach them for once...(i kinda regret it actually:()but itwas my bro's fault!

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